Wednesday, May 1, 2013
In Judgement
Enslaved.
Slave to
contemplation
formulation
manipulation...
Itching to bring forth
information, as I see it.
All the wrongs I've seen--
been wronged.
Longing for a way to spin this flax
I've been given.
So, there's that drive,
the burning engine,
full throttle,
seething...
'cause in the end,
seeing is believing.
And, in seeing,
I issue my decree.
This is what is,
what should be,
as I see it.
But, I'm lost.
That sight in which I place my trust,
breeding always, thoughts of injustice--
must be right
and real,
right?
Right...
at least, until I steady myself enough to feel.
And then,
oh,
I see.
Only, not with eyes
or a mind conditioned to compare.
I see the dis-ease within.
The hell it is to sit
high up in this heavy robe
as I wield my gavel.
The pain that stays with each sentence given.
The back and forth.
The indecision.
It tears me in two.
Slave to watching.
Contemplation
Formulation
Manipulation....
a life lived in disdain.
Then the truth.
My holiness is my salvation.
-Jayme
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